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Another layer removed...

I realized after my Sozo session, that God brought more clarity into my spiritual site, which added a depth and understanding of who he is, and what he wants to show me in my life and living.
-Grateful

Galatians 5:1a
Stand fast therefore in the liberty by which Christ has made us free.

Two weeks ago at the Healing Trauma and Betrayal Training with Yvonne Martinez, I had a session with Yvonne. During that session two things happened, I had breakthrough in having another place of shame being broken off and in an encounter with Papa God, and purity was restored. I also received a deeper revelation of His love for me. In the same encounter, Papa God picked me up and held me in His arms. Being with Papa God is not something new to me as I often am crawling into His lap, but this moment was one of Him simply scooping me up and holding me....I didn't do anything but simply let Him. I woke the next morning having experienced the beginning of a new "normal", I slept soundly for 6 hours. He hadn't put me down from the encounter. I have been getting 4-6 hours a sleep a night now. I continue to be aware of this deeper place of His Presence and His Peace. He meets us where we are and knows exactly how to heal those specific wounds.

I recently attended the conference at Vanguard Church with Yvonne Martinez. When we were covering trauma and the orphan heart I realized that I had been blaming myself for a rejection that happened to me by my father when I was about 10 or 11 years old. Yvonne demonstrated a healing tool where we imagined seeing a picture of our young self at the time when a traumatic experience occurred. I was able to see myself in my mind's eye and that I was just a little girl when my Dad rejected me. And as I saw myself as a child, I realized it wasn't her/ my fault. I was just a little girl and it wasn't my fault. I had been blaming myself all these years. This truth has been a major breakthrough for me. I have been meditating on this truth and it has been wrecking me. All these years I was blaming myself and living my life based on this lie, and now I know it wasn't my fault. This has been a key that I have been looking for. It is now doing its work of unlocking other lies that I have believed of rejection and unworthiness, self hatred, insecurity...It is still a work in progress but this truth is literally setting me free. Thank you to my Lord and King!